Post by vfanatic on Apr 11, 2010 11:20:59 GMT -4
Wow, been so long since I posted here. Sadly this will be my last and it's kind of depressing.
As some of you may know last night, or the day before this post was made to anyone who reads this at a later date, Megami was on a Live Show where she along with other internet personalities where asked questions. One User asked Megami to Marry him, hopefully as a joke to which Megami eventually lead to saying she may be seeing someone (not Kirbopher)
Look I'm going to outright say it, I am in Love with Megami33. Not as a fan, not a hyperbole or w/e. I have real romantic feelings for her. To me she was perfect. She was cute, had similar interests to me, had a voice that made me feel better when I was down and inspire me when I was fine. True I considered it a dream at first, but when I talked with her on Skype about a year ago I gained some confidence in the possibility.
Then some time ago during the second SMA live show near the end of January I asked the Crew if they would read a fanfic I made, while I did intend to make it for the Crew I am ashamed to say that it was also a subtle way to convey how deep down I'm a caring, considerate, energetic person. The drive and inspiration has now dried up...
I also wanted to change who I was, work harder on College Classes, even Life Drawing which I never was good at art Period and I improved to the point I was getting A's and B's, I started doing light exercises to lose weight. All because I wanted to be a better person for Megami.
I won't say I loved her the most of all her fans, I bet someone memorized her measurements by looking and is hand sewing a beautiful dress for her, or is working to buy her a Condo in Florida or the Bahamas. But I was willing to stop being a lazy, no good, fatass and change because I loved her, which there are probably people arrogant enough to think they didn't need to change for her.
I know this is sudden and weird but I wanted to get it off my Chest, and seeing as how I'm a spineless coward I can't say it to Megami herself, maybe someone here has more balls then me and will relay the message but to be honest I hope you don't. I want her to be happy with whoever she's with and don't want her feeling bad about someone like me who she can easily do better then. And don't worry I'm not going to pussy out and kill myself, who knows life changes and maybe my chances at Megami will come again, not saying I hope she breaks up with whoever she's with.
I still love her and will still be a fan to SMA and all the cool people there, and I wish the best for them and the rest of us fans. Thank you all for being great people with me and to the SMA crew thank you for being such awesome people even when I was an annoying fanboy last AnimeNEXT. Vfanatic, signing off.
As some of you may know last night, or the day before this post was made to anyone who reads this at a later date, Megami was on a Live Show where she along with other internet personalities where asked questions. One User asked Megami to Marry him, hopefully as a joke to which Megami eventually lead to saying she may be seeing someone (not Kirbopher)
Look I'm going to outright say it, I am in Love with Megami33. Not as a fan, not a hyperbole or w/e. I have real romantic feelings for her. To me she was perfect. She was cute, had similar interests to me, had a voice that made me feel better when I was down and inspire me when I was fine. True I considered it a dream at first, but when I talked with her on Skype about a year ago I gained some confidence in the possibility.
Then some time ago during the second SMA live show near the end of January I asked the Crew if they would read a fanfic I made, while I did intend to make it for the Crew I am ashamed to say that it was also a subtle way to convey how deep down I'm a caring, considerate, energetic person. The drive and inspiration has now dried up...
I also wanted to change who I was, work harder on College Classes, even Life Drawing which I never was good at art Period and I improved to the point I was getting A's and B's, I started doing light exercises to lose weight. All because I wanted to be a better person for Megami.
I won't say I loved her the most of all her fans, I bet someone memorized her measurements by looking and is hand sewing a beautiful dress for her, or is working to buy her a Condo in Florida or the Bahamas. But I was willing to stop being a lazy, no good, fatass and change because I loved her, which there are probably people arrogant enough to think they didn't need to change for her.
I know this is sudden and weird but I wanted to get it off my Chest, and seeing as how I'm a spineless coward I can't say it to Megami herself, maybe someone here has more balls then me and will relay the message but to be honest I hope you don't. I want her to be happy with whoever she's with and don't want her feeling bad about someone like me who she can easily do better then. And don't worry I'm not going to pussy out and kill myself, who knows life changes and maybe my chances at Megami will come again, not saying I hope she breaks up with whoever she's with.
I still love her and will still be a fan to SMA and all the cool people there, and I wish the best for them and the rest of us fans. Thank you all for being great people with me and to the SMA crew thank you for being such awesome people even when I was an annoying fanboy last AnimeNEXT. Vfanatic, signing off.
